The Feelings

I'm afraid of being alone forever. 

Why must I always love people that  I can't have? I just want to love and be loved by someone I can have for once. I'm tired of lying awake all night wishing for someone who I know I can't have for many, many reasons. All it does is make me depressed and lonely because this person is out living his life surely not thinking of me, yet I can't get him off my mind.